Saturday, 31 May 2014

The Passion Of Love

I still feel that passion of love , it has no face , it has no shape, it is limitless . Constantly pressurizing me to love myself. Yes Its the nicest feeling I have had in ages .It is a very special feeling in mind, I feel funny. May be I am getting aware of the mechanism of how this works,my mind is telling me so that I can control this in future. May be this will help me make right decision in my life. But what Intrigues me always is that who decides right or wrong? Was she right on her act ? Or Was it wrong?

Friday, 30 May 2014

Unsent Message

You lied to both of us? How could you do it Rose? Wow this really pisses me off...And for your information i haven't told him any truth. I told him that it was just a misunderstanding from my side only...anyways you could have just told me the truth coz thats what i always believed in that we can share everything between us and no lies were required. You least understood me and hey i'm not gonna send this to you....because you don't deserve this.

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

Before And After Truth

Yes I loved her. I'm not shy to open my baggage. Whatever I did, I did with my fullest heart. I have no regret in that. Until yesterday I was living under a blanket of lies . No not lies A pile of them. She deceived me while breaking my heart. She had done it two years before. Yet today I get to know the real truth. She broke off because she loved someone else. What a douchebag is she?? If she wanted to breakup then why couldn't she do it directly on my face? what was the need of making up a fake story?  I feel pity for her now. Not only she lied to me, she lied to the new guy also . Now when that guy comes to me and says " hey please tell me that there was nothing between you two" . I smiled and told him "no buddy that's just misunderstanding". Moving on , resting on my back thinking that the life unfolds in its own mysterious ways and surprises you.

Saturday, 10 May 2014

                                                    
                                              Love Less


It often happens, Love . The unconventional way of mind to express God . I don't believe in God, no not anymore. Because I lost the ability to Love .How did I loose it? Where did I loose it? the unanswered questions are always the Villain in every one's mind. These were the Villains in mine . How did I loose it? Some one took it. Where did it go? Its not there anymore, Like a Lost Iphone , never expect it to come back. Its totally gone. The some one who stole it from me has hidden it somewhere , whenever I think about that someone I still feel it . The way it had influenced my life for some time and then just disappeared for eternity. Is it true that people can forget? In which Realm , in which dimension ? I'm not forgetting this in my life. Its not that I want to hold on to the old lost Love and never search for a new one, Its simple as this neither I can replace you nor you can replace me.No one replaces anyone.So this is the beginning of a new chapter in my life I'm opening."Love Less"